I always want to meet Ruskin bond in my life ,He is a story teller whose stories have been most closed to me since childhood .
When I am sad ,I read his tales and reduce my pain ,when I am lonely I just do friendship with his Tittu (the monkey) his Tiger cub , his Rat ,the tigers he met in his journey .
I love them all .
I love him .His friends who are a part of his life are my friends .
Hardly I talk with any one in my real life so when I miss any I find them in his books .
His little stories are the medicines to the aches of my heart that I have faced from childhood .
His sacrifices in every journey teaches me face all the situations of life without complaining and to adjust in e very phase of life .
To find positivity in e everything without noticing the wear tear of places ,clothes or food .
His love towards nature inspires me to look at life little more beautifully .
He penned down many stories and when I read them i reach to a life which he create when he writes .
I love the little movie theatre his novels create in my imaginary world .
I see him in my dreams every time I think of something in life that I am close to.
Every time I make plans of meting my Dearest Ruskin ( I respect Ruskin sir but I call him Ruskin because he is the one who have my friends since childjjos )
I ask my friends plans or addresses to meet him or get his autograph for me ,because he is somewhere very far away from me in the moutajbs of mussorie and being born in a family that have nothing to do with novels or authors , asking them that I wanna go From Rajasthan to Mussoorie will be giving a blunder to their happy lives .
I am not against my family but I wish they would understand a bit of me .
However I don’t wanna complain because one day if I meet him for sure .(Omens call )
I am all thankfull to puffin ,because of twitter contest I got autographs of Ruskin bond .
I look at those autographs and smile for hours as if the signature is the approval of making a person smile ….
And smile …
And hide my tears or any sort of sadness behind those autographs and act like no one in the world is more happy than me .
But Today when I read the penguin tweet about Ruskin Bond arrival at Delhi on 21st ….
I wasn’t at all happy …
Because I know being very near to him still won’t be meeting to meet him will be more painfull .
Still I told papa that there will be Jaipur lit fest and my favourite author will be coming there ….
He said A Big No …
Bhai knew me and said ,’Is it Ruskin Bond coming ‘?so you wanna go …
I said yes bhai Ruskin Bond is coming …
He smiled with sadness and said Don’t be said because dad is having fever we use he would take you .
My sister said ‘ Aise events hote Rehte’
And she herself never missed her any CA events because I always stayed up with parents for around six years and ….at this I feel sad .
(Not more about it …)
I never interfere in others life but getting other people much interested in my life I feel angry .
This hurt me like a knife on my wounds
I just don’t wanna disclose issues with my family but I love them more than anything ….
I just wrote this post …because I couldn’t stop my tears flowing …
..from the moment and did not want to give jealousy a place or curse my destiny
I wish I meet him someday …
I am happy at least papa n bhai cared about the event …..and bhai even knew that I am damn crazy for Ruskin …
Ruskin bond is like the magical stick that brings happiness to the world of every kid….