I was alone in crowd,
And crowded with scared
Thoughts when I was alone.
Sad, and felt-broken,
When I met ‘myself’
In dark room with
questioning and complaining
About the word ‘Fail’ ?
It was a heartache to me,
The CA Result.
I was a kid who scored
Never less than 90+
And I was favourite of
My school teachers and college
Things weren’t good now,
The result, demotivated me,
All my hard work was a waste.
It was not that I did not study,
The reason of my ‘failure’
Was that I was never interested
To study ‘commerce’
And I was forced by my parents
To study it .
I am not complaining here, about my parents.
I just wanna say to all those parents who are reading this, please never force anyone to ‘anything’ especially in studies.
This was the only mistake my parents did to my life, the happy ‘me’ died, I was depressed for months but then
I started reading good books, and sharing things with my diary and developed the hobby of writing blogs, this changed me back to normal life.
But my friends I have even seen people committing false crimes, and indulging themselves in wrong work just because they haven’t got what they were interested in.
I was lucky in the case.
However my parents realised later that they have done a very big mistake.
I loved studying science and they noticed these things when I inspected reports on cancer perfectly without studying about the subject matter from 8 years.
Now they ask me before taking any decision related to me.
But that ‘time’ won’t come back, which would bring me to be a different person.
So I would say follow your ‘heart’, never let anyone even your parents force anything on you which you don’t like, because a sorry by them will never bring back the precious years of your life.
I would say end the post with a famous quote, ” Follow your heart, but don’t forget to take your brain with you”.